I am sitting in my bed in-front of the window,
The raindrops outside flow down like a sad intro.
It’s a dark night, nothing seems to shine,
Well this is a great first line.

I am trying my best,
But still my whole mind feels like a mess.
I am living a great young life,
But then why does my skin feels like it was cut by a knife?

Tears dropping down my eyes,
It feels like something in me dies.
My mouth is surrounded red,
My stomach feels like a wreck.

I am praying to god,
Asking for a plot.
I just want myself to find peace,
With joy that doesn’t decrease.

The sun rises and the rain fades,
It feels like I am going to live my best days.
My prayers feel answered,
But I know it will start to rain again.