My isolation story – Creative writing by Sonya Rana

 

Strange is this particular time

The enemy paralyzed all of our lives

A new era has arrived

weird will be the coming time

Crucial stays the situation for the whole world for how long – just he above all-

 knows

 

Corona will remain the ugliest expression (of the year)

Most probably the most disturbing (one) for a century

It is peculiar to stay home to save one´s life being responsible for my and others welfare

 

I understand the fact and the necessity to deal like that

On the other hand I am feeling the huge change and

obviously people are forced to relearn detaching from each other slowly

(I am) loosing the binding with some we do not write or call as it was maintained

I am observing my effort regresses

I am with myself just a half

 

Boredom is rampant it switches between fear and hopelessness

And then – suddenly feeling relieved, yet relaxed (?)

 

My thoughts and feelings are in-between day-by-day

Then I think of people

who are not at home

having children to take care of

being not well

being-IN quarantine

Recently, (who) have lost someone being unemployed

being all alone

 

 

I pray for myself I pray for you as well

I am even ponder what would he or she do ?

If she or he were alive by my side

Even what they could have done?

 

I dodge myself from negative swings people who are self-centered, superfacial and not deep enough to feel – and the people who have not anything in common (with me)

I am convinced there is no right or wrong

Just dedication and interpretation view and insight that we do not have to follow (at any cost) I am not being judgemental

Only I am being consistent

Every year passing by my personality experienced some stuff

my soul is feeling a lot my mind keeps asking making (a) fuss

 

Walking into nature is being with yourself

Reading a book even writing a thing

Then talking to people – only if I want to sleep when you feel so laugh and cry – without any plan setting new goals – for yourself redesigning your home

just. being. Do not panic.